Proud of me

Since I can remember they've doubted me said a mirror of my mother's past was what I was destined to be ,I promised to give them reason to be proud of me.

I've tried but my heart refused to accept that there was nothing I could do or be to make him see that he should be proud of me.

Cried my eyes out when I realized the "friends" I thought would stand by my side were plotting my demise,had to Cope with the fact they would have given it all to see me fall,felt so dumb cuz I believed they couldn't wait to be proud of me.

Torn apart inside felt like I could die,I mean how was I to feel when my reality turned out to be a lie and the one's I was told to fight were the one's who turned out to be right.

A dad who I so badly wanted to care,just wanted him to be there,A mom who heard my cries and saw my pain just wanted to protect and shield me from the rain stuck between the two I just wanted to be free but,there was no way i could make them both proud of me.

Came to the conclusion that people will never be who I want them to be and I know who I am so I can't worry about what they see.There are some who will never believe and the biggest pay back is to achieve.Whats important is that I am truly complete and I can honestly say I am proud of me.

The year of 2009

I have changed so much this year. I have matured a great deal and i have realized that I am a young lady and if I want to be treated as such I must present myself as such.I am realizing that everyone is not my friend and that is okay.I am understanding that being respected is much more important than being liked.I have learned from others mistakes,That you should never sacrifice dignity for attention.I will always be the pink loving,goofy girl but a lot wiser, and to everyone that has ever hurt me or my feelings I FORGIVE YOU.

Who is your Favorite Performer?I will give you mine.

Why you ask because she always has a good show and the girl feel down a flight of stairs and jumped up and kep performing...Now thats dedication.LOL

Silly question (Participation Encouraged)

How long do you think a couple should wait before they fart or burp in front of each other?

Scent of Fashion podcast

This podcast is hosted by Supermodel Sherards.Where it attempting to teach models the ins and outs of the fashion industry.Sharing the good and the bad with aspiring models it is al so showing aspiring how to get an agency interested in you and also how to get signed to a modeling agency.This podcast in my opinion would be very helpful to someone wanting to get into the fashion industry but does not know how to get there foot in the door.

All a girl

All a girl wants is a guy to make her feel safe.
All a girl wants is to know that no one can take her place.
All a girl wants is to be happy
and for you to tell her she's beautiful when she's feels crappy.
All a girl wants is to know shes loved
and that the boy she loves will never put another above
All a girl needs is to be appreciated
All a girl wants is reassurance when her doubts are navigated
All a girl wants is your best
and when you give her that she will forget the rest.

This is horrible.